Other people
have already found the perfect words to describe how I’m feeling in this moment in time:
(If you are an important person in my life, see if you can pick out which one is about you : P Dad, you belong with the 世上只有妈妈好 category)
So many words already written to the tune of my feelings. Is there need to write a blog post and be redudant? (Just kidding about 11, by the way)
But really, I’m glad this break is finally coming to a close. I enjoyed the down time and spending time with family, but I am so ready for the gears to pick back up again. When there are places to go and things to do, I don’t get as tangled up in useless thoughts and emotions. This blog is slightly annoying me now because there are some things I want to write about, but I don’t really want to share with the world. Thank god there are private boxes for those things.
I miss being a kid. I was in the car with my parents the other day and my dad goes, “琳琳, 看! 那儿有马!” I glanced over and shrugged. Then my dad said, “琳琳长大了不好玩儿了, 小时侯一说有马,她会从车椅子上蹦起来说”哪儿呀!?哪儿呀!?” 然后拔在窗户那儿看.” It’s true. That kind of childish sense of wonder is hard to come by again.
Also, I was nostalgically looking through old photos in my camera and found this:
Kristy Gao, this is you using my camera and embarrassing me in the movie theater when we went to watch “Up”.